Friday, 10 October 2008

its been a rather boring week.
im having harbour pracs now.
went out last weekend and bought a pair of jeans and a bag.
shall continue my spree this weekend with shoes and more clothes hah!
payday's today yummy~
and im a half year soldier already!
i dont know whether to say its been fast or slow.
i enjoy some parts while i detest others.
but i can say that im satisfied so far.
and im afraid to say goodbye 1 month from now when we all get posted out.
im just starting to enjoy myself. damn!

i made a dream that day. or rather 2 dreams, but i forgot 1.
the other, i was offered an entry to ocs, and i took it without thinking.
it seems i wanna be an officer badly now haha.
but o well, missed my chance.
and its highly unlikely that i will get in, considering my uber sucky bmt experiences.
so im fortunate i put no to command school.
and i got posted to navy instead of guards or smth..
everything that happens has a link with another i guess.

well i just hope to stay happy.
but a chapter of my life is still incomplete.
i hope to get over with it soon, be it a happy or disappointing ending.
sometimes things are hard to let go when u put in and expect so much.
isnt fair this way when ure willing but circumstances oppose u.

im considering a few things right now,
and perhaps more in the near future.
hopefully, all will turn out more than fine for me heh =) (greedy)

goodnight swt dreamz.

ps: i guess i wont be blogging here very soon.
but anyway my viewership is so terrible. (i think)
im just blogging to let out how i feel. =/