Saturday, 15 March 2008

hi guys and girls,
its a been a while since i last blogged..
anyway i wonder who still visits..

i got aabc for my A's and a b for gp
and seriously i think it sux lah
but nvm la since there are people who feel relieved for me
whats done is done....
lifes not a game u can click retry

visit to nus open house today was a total waste of time..
i opened the booklet and i found no useful information..
ok la..its not really a booklet..cause its just 2 pages

i think today is a real bad day for me
firstly, all my classmates in vj pop liao,
then me still waiting for enlistment..
today during lunch i suddenly just tiam cause i really dont know what to say..
not because i felt it only today lah,
but.. u know, im just sianned..
back in vs i was the one with short hair,
now its like a total opposite..sigh..
so sorry pple..

secondly, i feel somethings missing in my life..
like something i really wanna do,
or something i really wanna have..
must be the step up 2 movie..
i mean, its nice lah..but,
after all the entertainment,
i realised a lot of things i want to do but cant do..
and plenty of things i wanna have but dont own them..

the last time i had a best friend was in primary school,
then i had some whom i treated as best friends in secondary school,
but i dont know if they treat or look at me the same way..
and in jc i dont even know whos my best friend..
so whats next in ns or uni for me..
im just going downhill lah..

my good friend aaron msg me to play com with him just now..
and part of me wanna play,
but the rest of me says no..
and he thinks its his fault im emoing now..
totally wrong lah not u aaron.. =(
i swear its the movie..
or maybe its something else.. hmm.....

enough liao.. the more i think the more sad i am..
i just wanna knock myself out so i can get up tmr feeling better..
and probably do the same for the next few days until all this crap goes away..
sigh.