Monday, 1 September 2008

its either i wasnt sincere enough, or theres no god.
i believe the latter.
all of a sudden im lost,
and it happened way too fast.
just a moment ago, i was thinking of all the lovely stuff..
really just wasnt prepared for the next.

i thought i could..
but right after the "click", all fell out of place.
my stomach was churning, and i snapped wide awake.
now i really wonder why.
was it all thought over?
as in really really thought over?
cause i didnt have the luxury to think over anything.
but i have no complaints, only lots and lots of regrets.
memories may be sweet, but what about those bitter ones?
just like a basket of mixed fruits,
some are fresh, some are rotten, and others are unripe,
like those unaccomplished promises.

i feel like taking a hammer and start whacking myself.
i mean, what the hell was i doing?!
everyone wants to turn the clock back,
but yet everyone knows they cant..
im just like one of those idiots wishing for multiple chances,
although somewhere inside i know it may all be in vain

it all seemed so yesterday,
but yesterday was never enough,
and never will be...

-crossing every finger n toe-


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Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Ohhhh
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go (without you)

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you