Sunday, 28 September 2008

my friend introduced me to this show probably a month ago.
saw a few episodes and i liked it
recently picked it up again
and wow i feel so close to it, as if its produced for me.
i soo wanna continue watching, but unfortunately
i dont have any storage devices to get it from my friend ):

and ystd was an ok day.
woke up at about 7
waited for a while doing i-dunno-what before rummaging thru my old stuff
and found this eminem cd i bought in sec sch days
took 4 songs out of it heh.
went to sim lim thereafter to buy a hard disk, but felt it wasnt worth
so walked over to suntec with zy to play some arcade.
gosh we died at the last boss -.-
i suck..
caught a movie later when david joined us. connected, apparently a reproduction based on the hollywood movie cellular.. kinda ok la..
strolled over to fisherman's wharf for dinner where i had an ok tasting salmon
then sat down and talk cock for a while, and by then i was really shagged out.
and lying on my bed, i was having the usual disturbance.
gosh.

right now theres so many things i wanna do.
but i dont know where or how to start,
and i dont even know if i will do them eventually.


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fucked up. my morning just got screwed.
i was taking this series of mini tests online..like btt and ftt
and my mum came over and ask "what are u playing"
i mean i was concentrating on thinking..and she used the word playing
so i kinda raised my voice cause im really irritated.
man i was pissed. cause to her whenever im at the com im playing.
even if im typing something important im playing.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HER!
maybe it sounds as if its nothing, but ive endured it everytime it happens
i really hate that feeeling.
its like the saf. like if the higher ups do something wrong its as if theres nothing wrong and they show no remorse.
but when we smaller beings do something wrong we get screwed like fuck.
seriously, sometimes i wonder if i will be better off alone.
as least i have to rely on myself and get to learn so much more in the process.


im jaded. out.