Thursday, 5 July 2007

got back physics. got a d.. actually if i knew if i would get d before the exam then i think i will feel alright lah, cause i thought i would get s..
but after thinking a bit, and also considering wad aaron said too,
ya, wth, i shld have scored better.
shit lah.
no confidence in everything now.

went to play lan. charles is good =/
and i had a hard time finding a good sens to use.
but nvm, it was alright. cause its a rare occasion, i feel.

i think days are particularly bitter these few weeks.
cause i just dunno wad to do.
so many wants, yet plenty of choices, cant seem to fulfill them all
sighs. i hate making decisions where i have to choose between 50-50 satisfaction.
and more choices coming up, dunno what to do.......
nah, u wont see "let god guide me"
cause i think god is but something we choose to let into our heads so out heart can be at ease when theres is difficulty at hand. i think its just mere coincidence some things happen, good or bad.

i feel like vaporising myself and also to make everyone forget me, including myself.
so that i can get out of this horrid place. wonder how some people pull through lah...

oh shit man. i just felt a hole rght in the centre of me. sucking everything in.

probably i didnt agree with limei cause i just didnt want to...
a lot of truth dont sound nice. and they wont.



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